LIVE LIFE LOUD.

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Doing good! Keeping it healthy :) what I wouldn’t do for some cake right now though…

Still trying to get my raging life together.

But I’m doing a pretty good job. Eating better, exercising more. Working. Going to school. Hanging out with friends often. 

I actually do so much stuff each and every day that I’m dying for an off day. Apparently, life is more fun when it’s that jam packed but I am personally really hoping for a day to sit around and do absolutely nothing, and just relax. 

For four weeks now I’ve written down everything I’ve eaten, and logged my time at the gym in a binder. Things seem to really be coming together. But I got incredibly disappointed when I stepped on the scale the other day and the number actually went up. All of my clothes feel more loose and a few people at work have said I look smaller. But I’m heavier. It’s so incredibly discouraging that I’m stepping back and reapproaching. I’m doing a cleanse tonight and tomorrow and continuing from there with much less food in my diet. I hope things work out. 

In other news. I need more sun. Tan is the only way to be for me!

xoxo

Just some recent activities :D

BODY PEACE

I’m getting there.
I feel it more often…
This new comfort of what I’m doing to my body, how I’m treating it.
I haven’t eaten fast food or drank soda in almost a year.
I haven’t lost that much weight but it doesn’t matter.
I’m healthy.
I can feel it.
I run better.
I lift.
I sleep sound.
I’m less tired.
It’s beautiful.
Clean eating.
Exercise.
Be good to your body and your body will be good to you :)

omgoswin:

kylesbogusjourney:

Female privilege is getting to claim a headache to avoid sex.

Female oppression is having to claim physical illness to avoid sex because men won’t take a simple fucking “no” for an answer.

Female oppression is men being so entitled that they think being denied sex is oppressive.

Spent some time out in the yard yesterday evening. It was so glorious! #nature #happiness #peaceful

I’ve got that Summertime, Summertime..

Sadness?

Not so much. 

I’ve had the last three days off of work and it’s been incredibly glorious. I worked a really harsh double on Saturday, spent Sunday running around seeing old friends at their parties (birthday, graduation and the like), spent time with family that I don’t see often while cooking out on the BBQ and relaxing. I ended up with a massive headache but I had some herbal remedies :)

I spent Monday shopping with my two aunts and my cousin. I found some super cute things. A cobalt blue, flowy maxi skirt, a very loose button up black tank with strappy straps (lol what?) and some cute boho rings. I feel like I am really coming into my own style as I get older. I’m more comfortable in all of the things that I wear because I make sure they fit and look great on me. I don’t want my size or my clothes to hold me back anymore. 

And with that said, I’ve been really on top of my dietary and life style change. After school today I’m hitting the park for some serious walking and running. (Even though I’m totally sitting at school right now eating a massive chocolate gourmet cupcake with orange citrus icing from the amazing culinary program here…and drinking coffee). It feels good to be getting my shit together. For once in my life I feel like I am doing enough. I feel like I am seeing results. I’m trying to keep it mixed up so as to confuse my body and finally lose the weight I want to lose. I want to feel more powerful and confident and realizing my goals is definitely stepping me in the right direction. Total happiness.

Just had my class cancelled because the teacher didn’t show up. We were supposed to take a test. I’m only kind of bummed because I was pretty prepared to do well. I guess I’ll just take the extra time to review! I have PowerPoint homework due as well, but it got pushed up to Wednesday. Getting a little time for everything it seems.

I’m going to try to keep this updated as much as possible with my comings and goings…food, outfits, goals/achieves etc. So stay tuned! I hope to start video blogging soon in an attempt to boost my confidence and talk about important issues. 

Oh…and I joined snap chat: LeahLazyCakes

xoxo

Too Much Going ON

Just trying to get my life together. 

Working out.

Going to school.

 Working.

Trying to keep my relationship from falling apart, although I don’t know when it went down hill in the first place. 

Coming into my own personal style.

Trying to understand being a real adult. 

Paying bills.

Struggling, so that I don’t have to struggle later.

And some of this kind of sucks. Some of it doesn’t. Sometimes it feels like I’m really doing the right thing, that I’m really getting my shit together and then some thing will happen and remind me that I’m so much further away from my goals than I realized.  

Trying to enjoy the journey so that I am always happy and not hunting down happiness my whole life and never actually having it.